what i learnt in lit class today... (truly upsets me)
whats wrong with the people in this world? they still exist in this world...evilness in all...

the horrible thing.

(copyright frm wenqi's blog -)
Marquis De Sade-
Its disgusting how some people turn out in this world. Especially men. They get all the funny ideas regarding all aspects. Essentially sex. Marquis De Sade. The originator of the word 'sadist'. He fantasizes about torturing women while having sex with them. Cutting of tongues while doing blowjobs. Digging hole in belly button and then ejaculating in the wound. Ting asked why did God made people like that? God is just like anyone of us i guess. Just that he's smarter and wiser. He makes mistakes too. Judging from the way the world's turning out to be, God's really working much less diligently than before. Or was just an elaborate way of destroying the race he created?

my point: yes i qns.why. why god create such a person? why dont all these evil people get punish? why dont they just go to hell. why dont they get tortured since they love to torture women? why do all these innocent ppl have to suffer. i qns. and i qns. i am really really lucky i wasnt born during that time. such chaos. such injustice. such evil ppl. perhaps they still do exist in our world now.


so many things have been going on in life. i cant update much since everything have become all past and to recount base on my memory. better not. i've been forgetting things lately. but thanks to wenqi, she's been ard telling me what i've left behind. today - left a jacket in class. then left my file in toilet. the other day- left my wallet on the table. left my book in the other classroom. left my book in my bro's room. left my jacket in yang's house.


i'm young right. why is my memory so poor. is it bcos of the lack of sleep. or the day dream thingy going on in my mind. i'm not listening to ppl much already. i tried. but what others tell me i can remember clearly in my mind. i am listening even though i seems distracted. speak out and i know. tell me and i care.


the one great thing or not consider "great" is literature. i can say i learnt more abt life each and every day of my lessons. much more than the other common people. the idea of education in jc and poly and ite. i guess in jc - many other ppl think we are leading a boring life in school. all we do is study study study. but not the practical stuff. to a certain extent yes. but. for me, as an arts student. i think literature and g.p have been one of the greatest subjects in my life. they teach abt social issues. abt people. abt humanity. abt why how what is going on in life. they educated. they make us think. just like lit teach us abt our human identity that each of us is unique and embodied as a whole but our human identity could be so fragile that anytime we might lose it. and g.p taught me abt all the sufferings that goes on in the other parts of the world since time immemorial.
whereas i believe poly is good too. for learning how to cope with the working lifestyle. and ite ppl learning all the mechanical stuff. different insitutions instill different kind of education. that forms different types of thinking in people. is not abt whether we are much clever than the others. ask me to do a sum from an ite text book, i might not be able to do so either. is bcos' the education that is given to us is all different.


i love school. but really i hate the stress that is piling on me now. i've been having too many nightmares due to the no. of gothic stories that i've been reading nowadays. tml is quote test.. pray that i pass plz!